Person Analysis

Dammit.

I forgot to say the best part about the smoker It runs on heat from burning wood pellets And surprisingly little fuel is necessary No propane

driving now my field is simplifying

another good meeting tomorrow I drive

are these some last times for us and does logic rule now don't think that I cannot be logical and don't give up control of what is yours to experience and define I won't have other people interfering in us, and you, too, sometimes defer so I worry for you I shouldn't worry, but there are all o...

taking in apples for the winter working hard and staying sober that's all my life has to be, can be, right now

Nettles Their seeds are a risk.

Goodnight I took it easy tonight.

it helps to have a sponsor pray, even at a distance

oh no tried to go to a meeting the next town up but got the time wrong I'll be alright tonight but this is the first day without a meeting and I planned on postponing facing that based on how rapidly the pain descends based on a dream Sunday, I have one day safe but tomorrow I must go to a meetin...

I am not ready to say this yet, but I am more willing and able to change than I have been before. Take it from someone who sought respite from pain, sought closure in decisive action: take the time to think things through. I am only beginning to discover who I am apart from you, and I need m...

Goodnight I am home and well.

Tuesday night it would seem that Tuesday night meetings are where the scene is usually

you're not ever coming back. some part of me hoped. but you are never, ever coming back.

it worked; my pulse is lowering, the stress of needing to care for myself or us or you or something in between has been assuaged.

both of my outlets are closed I'm trying not to write either of you right now definitely kept a draft from you; it didn't say much more than "It's just a conversation. We'll get through it" but then I got caught in who needed to hear it or if I had any right to use the word 'we'. I'm trying to...

I should say this directly And will But I really don't want you to hate. Yourself, me, or her. Don't be bitter.

I had driven through And seen the dead possum still there So today I went back, with gloves, to disperse it back to nature And someone else had moved it Small mercies

increasingly feeling like everything is going to work out the greens I planted are enough for a morning forage and various blockades in my head have been broken so I am limiting my ambition for the day, though it seems I should tell you I feel some inkling of what she might do; what did I do?

I'll just sleep more

even if even if I am closer to driving through the "actual work" than ever before, there is still so much feeling overwhelmed and like my choice to take more sleep has me reluctant to begin the day

well I don't know why it's so important for me to delete words, leave no trace I think it was an artifact of my vanity, I would reread my words enjoying, studying the sound of my voice and once I had no attachment to them, deleting even the good work became a matter of release, and made deleting ...

that one damn starfish a name I recognize thanks me, I think they followed me to sots, and I look at their profile and they have questions and I have to answer them and anyway the deletion tool is taking longer than expected

as to what you were saying earlier about lemmy yeah there is some amount of "why won't women love me just because I reject the red pill and think I took the blue pill" endemic to this site. I could think about writing here, but I'm trying to get away from politics, even though, well, I pray to G...

Back from a meeting. a buddy said more than I have ever heard her say.